Sybil

During college when I was still a Sophomore, I bought a book, entitled Sybil.
Until now, i have never really read it, for some reason I didn't recognize until now.

I was scared of what I would read, knowing fully well, all of it is real. I'm scared reading the pain. I'm scared my imaginative mind would draw the picture of Sybil being abused by her schizophrenic mother. I'm scared that I would feel the pain.

Yun nga lang umiiyak iyong Nanay ko pati iyong mga kabarkada ko, hindi ko na kaya eh.
Madali akong umiyak, kahit nagbabasa lang ng libro basta nalungkot ako dun sa nabasa ko, naiiyak talaga ako, crybaby na kung crybaby.

Hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa din siya nababasa. Nakarating na ako sa Third Chapter pero parang ayaw ko ng ituloy, ewan. Mababasa ko din iyon, one of these days. pakonti-konti, oo, pero matatapos ko din. Pero syempre may mga kasamang iyak na iyon, dahil for sure iiyak ako.

Watch this video for a sneak peek of Sybil's life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1_Z6-v4uT0